Sudah Lama Tidak Menangis.

Ada sesuatu yang begitu berat saya tumpahkan malam ini. Sesak, sakit. Sakit sekali. Memejamkan mata pun butuh sesuatu yang lebih, dari malam2 biasanya. Lelah saja tidak cukup.

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Matahari hampir terbit dan saya masih terjaga. Akhirnya memutuskan mematikan laptop, menyalakan lampu tidur saja, melepas kalung di leher. Cukup buat hari ini.

“God,

You know how broken my heart is.

You felt the limp of the crippled.

You felt the hurt of the diseased.

You felt the loneliness of the leper.

You felt the embarrassment of the sinful.

So I cry, now. I cry on to You. For I believe in the plan that You have upon me. The plans not to harm me, but to give me hope and a future”

Dan saya menangis. Hingga tertidur lelap.

6 thoughts on “Sudah Lama Tidak Menangis.

  1. anon says:

    why ? what happen 2 u sis ?
    crita2 dunk

  2. Lily says:

    A blog might be the best friend for you at anytime you need to scream..
    But a real friend is not lose than it.
    When you feel alone, frustrated, disappointed, or whatever it is..
    dont forget to come to us.. 🙂
    we all are here for you..
    hoping that you are doing great..

    But if you just want to keep for you alone..
    remember that God always walk with us..
    He will provide all the things for us in His time..
    Immanuel
    🙂

  3. alex says:

    Arise and “eat”, because the journey is too great for you!

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